asher.dean.in.space I don’t know if this is gonna mean much coming from me, a stranger, but I’m proud that you haven’t yet. Everyone has thoughts of relapsing back to those kinds of things, addictions aren’t easy to get over, however the fact that you are coming to this community to talk about it and you haven’t yet makes you stronger than most people including myself. My advice to you is to stay strong and lean on people close to you, if you have a lover, talk to them, journal, you’ll make it!! And as for other people being okay above yourself, that’s not a good mindset, on planes, they tell you to put your oxygen mask on before anyone else, that’s for a reason! You can’t save anyone else before you save yourself.

Listen, borrowed. Don’t let others intervene between your personal relationships with somebody. It’s natural to not like somebody. Nobody should force you to change your mind, even if all your friend like this one person that you don’t. It’s absolutely scummy to force others to get along, and it just causes more problems rather than solving them. I can empathize with you, I’ve been through this exact situation once, just in a more roundabout way.

I’m really sorry to hear that happened to you. It’s incredibly frustrating when you put in so much effort and someone ruins it at the last moment. It’s understandable to feel disheartened when things you enjoy get overshadowed by negative experiences with others.

Have you considered life experience as a possible factor?

finneass <33 …
still white schools bruh 🐧

What did I do… I wanna fix whatever I did wrong. I wanna be able to become someone better and someone who people will remember if I ever leave. I don’t want the spotlight but why. Just honestly why. I’ve been on the edge of coming home and writing a new death note and take it from there. I just honestly can’t do it anymore.

Bc I don’t get it. We’re doing math finals and… I don’t get it. Im failing three of my seven classes and if I don’t get the grades up I have to go to summer school. I have until the 30th of this month and I’m struggling. I fucking can’t breathe and I’m freaking out. My mom isn’t going to make me not go to summer school and it’s literally the whole summer. I fucking hate my school rn. My math teacher is a bitch too it’s like she hates me so how am I supposed to pass or try to pass this exam and this math final if I’m scared that she’s just going to get annoyed with me bc she gets annoyed whenever I ask to go to the bathroom. Like seriously just kill me atp. Bc I can’t do it anymore.

finneass <33 take a break, do whatever you need to do. You’re fine, don’t worry.

Wish you the best <3

𝜗𝜚 rylie Bro what the fuck, I know someone like that irl! He told me he was tired of dating so many women and was gonna wait for “the one” to find him. He literally went back on his word in under a week and was dating a girl from the Internet 😭 I’m so sorry you had to deal with that it’s shitty as hell

Oh don’t worry, you’re all good

deep in the depths of my despair
the way i feel is so unfair
from the silent chaos in my mind
i wish to sever
five desperate attempts to escape forever.

i’m fine
(i’m lying)
i’m sorry
(i’m trying)
maybe you’re better off without me.
i wish i’d be enough for you,
if only.
let me drown it out
with the water from the sea.

honestly, telling parents and suing is good, however, you should make media posts about it
had this one student complain about a teacher treating her wrongly and because it blew up so much it gave the school a neg rep and were forced to fire the teacher

@finneass bless you Finn I lost my grandmother and for her birthday we’re letting off helium filled dove balloons and watch them fly off

𝜗𝜚 rylie Im sorry Ry :( Im here if you decide to talk to someone about it but you absolutely dont have to. I hope things turn around for you.

@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx Thanks!

borrowed_time honestly I say go for it! the worst that could happen is them rejecting you or just wanting to be friends. but its okay bc you’ll find more than one person out there but you should fr go for it :))