Femc’s gone, but I know that this may help them if they ever decide to come back someday.
I’ve felt this way too, and it lasted for a long long time. I know the answer to the problem, though, and it isn’t waiting for things to get better.
I forced myself into an environment which was originally impossible for someone like me to be in. For others it may be extreme sports, or maybe just a dangerous job. I went to a school that saw a lot of racism and bullying, and I realized just how much of a good person I really am.
They say the deep end is when you’re at your lowest, and you can’t really come out from there. Push yourself into another, deeper part of the ocean by teaching yourself the most important aspects of being human. Taking risks, getting into fights, and trying new things.
It may seem impossible, but that’s because it’s supposed to look that way. The way out is hidden behind a spike-wall, which is definitely a glitch techs reference. Climb the spike wall to go somewhere you aren’t supposed to be, and learn just how nice it is to say ‘Fuck it, I have nothing else to lose’ because the true badasses don’t see themselves as badasses.
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