𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ this is too real

start talking diff and like they’re your favorite person but they’re acting colder towards you and you know smts up but they’re not saying anything to you and they’ve just been more dry and you feel like you’ve been doing a lot of things wrong and you blame yourself and you feel like

graah

yourlocalsanjifan BLAWG WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS VIDEO

@Poptart_Yeeter (i’m not quoting buster moon stfu)

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp said in Why do I always need to prove myself to others?:

I was like bet

forget the (not literally bit)

yourlocalsanjifan I wish. But All-State is intense.
I felt like I had been enough, but…

@Flip-Ditcher Same with dee you can to me anytime <3

I love this song so much. slipknot has helped me with a lot of shit throughout these past few years and recently they’ve helped me even more because yeah most people don’t like them because they’re heavier and most songs Corey (the lead singer) screams/yells but their lyrics have always put an impact on me. slipknot is one of the bands that have HELPED me get through so much and I wish I could tell Corey that bc the shit he’s been through I relate to a lot of it and its just something I wish I could tell people. like even recently I’ve been really down on myself and I’ve been self-harming a lot and I’ve gotten into the habit of doing it again and some of the shit Corey has been through I can relate to it. I watched a video of Corey actually explaining what he’s gone through and he said that he used to break glass in the middle of recording a song or in the middle of doing something with his bare hands just to feel something. like I can relate to that so much and this band has just really put an impact on my life and usually nobody understands that.

@Your-Local-Ghostface-Simp AW >;/

@siloxa922 thats a complement compared to what i hear everyda-

@Poptart_Yeeter like this situation happened about 2 months ago i pushed it to the back of my mind- Now it needs to come out I’m tired of stuffing down my pain

@BlueSpeed what dude

why did I have to get attacked everytime I kept trying to defend myself? why did they take the problems they caused and pinned it on me? why was I the one apologizing for it? why was I the one that had to get shit on by his friends? why did I deserve to get shit talked on by him? if I talked about him, I talk about the stuff he did and said to me. eveyrthing is nothing but truth and I always have evidence. but when it comes to him he’s not even attacking me on the whole relationship/breakup he’s insulting me, telling people shit about me, telling a whole different story of what happened between us, letting people say whatever they want about me. Not to mention about 3+ days after the breakup he’s got a new girl. so when tf was he talking to her, when did they decide to get together? was she waiting for us to breakup to get with him? is this considered cheating?

Liv

@heyitsmeifindattractionforyou I’m gud but same for you <3

My fav man Liam Payne died. HE DIED. I grew up on 1 direction……I was obsessed with Liam Payne. I still am always will be 😝😝 1 direction everything. Shirts, glasses, perfume, dolls, pens, pencils, pencil cases…. 😭😭😭😭…… I’m so fucking dad bro me and my friend daisy is gonna vent to each other me and my sister were sobbing. My dad broke the news to me and this is what it was like. sigh “mollie…. So you know how you are obsessed with 1D.” I was like yeah what about it. My dad goes, “Liam Payne is dead.” My jaw dropped and I was like you’re kidding right. No deadass he’s dead. I was shook. Then I went into my bedroom sobbing

@BlueSpeed jokes, all jokes…

not.

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ said in from:

“never leave me”
to
“never come back”

Fucking relatable.

did you save the beads?

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heartbreak really sucks, and the sad part is that many people dont know what it’s like so they can’t understand me. I really wish that she never got with me, I wish she fucking hated me more than loved me.
speaking of hate, I hate my life currently. I hope my mom lets me get therapy.
that’s it from me.

~ halfie.