Re: https://mpp.community/forum/topic/38055/memories-this-happened-last-month-tw-suicide-death-etc
Re: https://mpp.community/forum/topic/55874/i-don-t-understand-tw-mentions-of-suicide-abuse-self-harm-sa?page=1

So, I had these two friends that died by their mom in 2019. One was hated, one was loved but hated We know this. But then someone at my school made a joke about them both being dead, and made a joke that i was the reason their mom crashed out and killed them. Not only that, but I have trauma from my bio dad. He’s a p3d0, and he’s T0uch3d me a lot And 4bus3d me a lot as well. So then they also make a joke on that as well and sayd how he should’ve r4p3d me till i died or 4bus3d me till I died. Which kinda led me to crying. I didn’t report this, because then I would “regret it”. So I kinda js keep these to myself. My school Is so silly, am I right? Why do I have to trust people so easily? Why do they make trauma jokes? Why am I even at that school? Man. Why am I even Alive? Kinda should js end it soon enough. Trauma jokes aren’t funny. Never were, never will be. Just stop for real. It’s not fucking funny. But If you want, I can laugh while my tears seap out my eyes? Is that what you want? Ha. Ha. There. ou got your fucking laugh.

@Bandit EXACTLY FRL 😭

HELP WHY IS THIS IN VENT

@Phantom if you wanna talk, lemme know. Dms are always open <33

Fuck… I’m so sorry that your mother is like that. Some people just shouldn’t be parents… 🙁 It doesn’t help that her incompetence is hurting you and your life. I hope things get better for you. If you need anyone to vent to further about it, I’m here ❤️

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this is 💯 how I’m feeling right now. these past few weeks haven’t been okay for me and I’ve been struggling a lot.

Would anyone notice
If tonight I disappeared?
Would anyone chase me
And say the words that I need to hear?
That I’m no burden
Not so worthless
Bent so much that I just might break
All-consuming
So confusing
The questions that keep me awake
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
Would anyone want me
If they knew what was inside my head?
Would anyone see me
For the person that I really am?
I won’t lie
So hard to hide
I’ve never felt worthy of love
I would give up
Everything I have
Just to feel good enough
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If I finally stepped off of this ledge tonight?
Would anything change, would you all be just fine?
'Cause I need a reason to not throw the fight
It just might save my life
If you’re dying inside
Sick of being alive
Let me in, let me share in your pain
From my lungs through the dark
Spoken straight from the heart
Let me give you a reason to stay
If you’re out there still lying awake
If you’re out there still wondering
Would anyone care, would anyone cry
If you finally gave up and turned out the light?
The world would be changed if you left it behind
You can’t be replaced, no, tonight is the night
You take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life
Take back your life

So obv I do digital art and stuff and I was going through what people have drawn. Y’all art is so good I can’t really draw rn bc I’m injured my wrist and can’t bend it sad times sad times I know… but I know someone on here that does digital art and I don’t wanna name names bc yeah and I’m really good friends with their friend and I’ve been told she’s traced it- and if you’re gonna trace it at least put credits for the actual artist if ykw I mean- yk?? Like I dunno what to do because it’s really hard to trace that stuff back when it’s been drawn on top. If you trace art or body bases just admit it don’t go out of your way to claim it as your own mainly due to the fact another artist had made it and spent a lot of time doing it… just at least put credits for the person who made it-

re to yo help

i miss my wife

@Soggy_Bread Yeah, I also remember when I did a break a few months ago and when I came back I felt happy

@tea-and-crumpets yeah i suggest trying to just get away from the im general and (guess whos back tell a frie-)

Woah, you got in trouble, but when you did it to her you still got in trouble?

First of all, “secrets”, she basically gave you attention, but in a negative way, your vents were not for anybody, ANYBODY. Not for anybody’s eyes, but yours and/or who you share it with. I wish I could snatch you away from there, take you to my home, and take care of you, but it isn’t possible yet. <\3

but, im also trying to work things out with him.

Why do people answer how you’re feeling?

No matter If you’re friends, families, lovers, etc. You don’t TELL other people how I’M feeling? Are you In MY body? Are you? No. So you don’t know how the fuck I’m feeling.
And yet, TIME AND TIME again, people feel the need to tell me how I’m feeling. “Oh, They’re upset,” they say, or “Oh, They’re happy,” or “Oh, They’re frustrated.” No, I’m not. At least, not all the goddamn time.

Who the HELL are YOU to tell me how I’M FEELING???

And don’t even get me started on when you try to tell me how I’m feeling when I’m clearly not in the mood to talk about it. “You’re upset about what happened, aren’t you?” No, I’m not. I’m just tired of your shit, that’s all. I’m tired of you always trying to peer pressure me to tell you what the fuck Is happening with me and tell me how I’m feeling.

If you don’t respect my stuff, Please. Stop being near me If you’re gunna fr abuse It being something Important to me by doing the STUPIDEST SHIT.

Thank you. @cant_spell_milo_without_me out.

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ I love that song- and it is pretty relatable-