@everyone

[im not a mod]

I don’t care if it’s someone you trust or not. Someone IS getting into the accounts, and i’m not sure who. If people can hack the views, they sure as hell can hack the accounts. I’d like to assume they’re getting into dms or something.
I told blake my password and that night, when i’m at fair, someone messaged blake weird shit and changed my username and password.
I had to make a new account.
and that was just the second time. the first time they kept logging me out.

Now, it’s happening to someone else.

I really don’t think anyone should be giving their password out, and if you do, i’d change it soon after.

i hope whoever this is gets stopped soon.

if you’re stressed, overstimulated, or crying, i’ve recently discovered something that helps me calm down a bit.

i literally just sing to myself, exept i sing those really stupid songs that are so bad they’re funny. or just any song i find calming. i either try to get myself to laugh from my own stupid broken singing or just calm myself down by taking my mind off of whatever is overwhelming me and instead singing.

this is what i do when my parents argue. i close the door so the sound isnt as loud, then i gently sing to myself and pet oakley. looking at her stupid face also makes me feel better.

Spoiler

…woah the wind was loud today.

it my birdae

im older now [12] [i am only a year older sadly]

fuckass newborn child WHO??

They call it creeping, I say loving, it’s the only way for me
Filling out papers, signing waivers, but I stay outside his reach
I name your mother and your father and the first pet that you keep
I know your favourite place to dine at when your cheque comes in each week

I know you do your wash on Sundays and you separate your whites
And that your car needs a new tire 'cause last week I laid those spikes
I’ve got a million polaroids with all the dates penned in red ink
I sneak a walkie-talkie in your room to listen to you sleep

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

Some call it stalking, I say walking just extremely close behind
I’m sure if I sat down and asked you, well, you really wouldn’t mind
You’ve got those eyes that drive me crazy
And I’ve got eyes to watch you sleep
I brought a pack lunch and some coffee
For my stakeout in your tree, outside your house (shh)

Gotta be as quiet as a mouse, or else you’ll call the police
And I’ll get done for somethin’ stupid like disturbance of the peace
And piece by piece, I am collecting all the things you leave behind
And when you don’t, I rummage through your bins to see what I can find

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

You just don’t know it yet, but you love me and I love you the same
One day we’ll have a pretty wedding, and I’ll be your everything
We’ll be together, yes forever, we will never ever part
Oh, you don’t know it yet but baby I’ve already got your heart

USERNAMES.

SOMETHING ABOUT SELLING SOMETHING ON EBAY

BASED OFF THIS PINTEREST USER

JOIN THE CULT OR DONT I DONT CARE

I was never the poetic type,
but you’re making me see things in a different light.

Maybe it’s all my bottled up feelings.
I never did have anyone to talk to about these foolish things.

Your presence corrupts my every thought and makes me choke up.
And the way i never get to see that beautiful smile of yours makes me want to throw up.

And i blame myself. I randomly caught feelings one night.
i’m sorry, for not one of my thoughts about you is right.

I disguise it as wanting to be friends.
But what i really want is this unrequited love to end.

when we lock eyes, my heart stutters and my knees go weak.
I’m tired of constantly feeding off your presence like a leech.

I’m trying to figure out what i should say or do
and all i can confidently say is:

im so fucking in love with you.

Sketch

Base

Finished coloring

Shading

It could be cooler but im lazy and it took hours, fuck a backroudn

dan and rose ragebaiting me bruh

I think the color is beautiful. Hypnotizing.

Light red’s fine, but i’ve always prefered my red deep.

maybe that’s why i cut myself. The pretty colors seeping out of my skin in clean cuts distracts me from my stress for a moment. it feels like a prize. but if i cut too deep, i don’t stop bleeding for a while, and that’s bad.

I haven’t relapsed in a few weeks.

the scars are fading. i need new ones.

the thoughts are coming back. more frequent.

it’s not like i’m trying to quit. I can’t. I could if i wanted to, but it’s my cry for help. my sick cry for help. i need someone to see. anyone. and realize how much i’m hurting.

i’m broken, and i’ve learned to accept that.

i forgot to state, but i do not want/expect any sort of pity/comfort. i just- wanted to get it out.

THE BOILED ONE.

look at how he stands its so CUTTTEEEE

he seems like he’d purr when happy i love him

Spoiler

It isnt too good, (ispentlikeanhouronit 😃) but.

Uhhhhhh yeah 👍

It looks better irl i promise,

Too lazy to explain the ✨ hidden meaning ✨

that happened to me on the first day i got hacked. Stay safe n keep your password to yourself ♥️

EXACTLY, SEE?? I AINT CRAZY.

I like to doodle on my legs during my Reading class because it’s the only one really where i have a video of my teacher talkign that i need to listen to

sunny side up eggs and strawberries! it was really good and i only put the strawberries in because the eggs weren’t enough and they were starting to go bad, but they were really good!

The runny egg yolk texture isnt for everyone, but i dont mind, since the eggs are from our chickens and i know what they’ve been eating.

[and besides, being able to make sunny side up eggs without them burning is a w] [my mom cant]

i also had blackcurrant juice

overall [9/10]. filled me up very nicely.