This… this makes me angry. You absolutely didn’t deserve that. Either your mom has some kind of mental disorder to have her behave this way toward you, or she’s just… crazy. I absolutely loathe people like your mom, those who abuse people then have to fucking victimize themselves when they get flamed, and then everything goes wrong. This is why I hate this world. People like this make me want to pretend everything living right now is a dream and that the world we live in is actually fucking awesome. But no, reality has to strike and we still have people like your lazy, uncared for, and poorly thought of or executed excuse of a mother. Stay away from her as much as possible, she is a walking, talking, absolute garbage filth shit in this world that her children should not need to be talking to. I hope for the day you unleash all your rage at her, no I do not care that she is your mother, if she truly was why would she encourage you to commit suicide? The same thing happened to my grandmother with her mother back in the day, and she never got her chance, now she’s getting bad memories of those days. Just someday have the courage to do it, and I’ll be relieved.

I gotta clear my head… Idk I just hate myself and my highs n lows.

@Qian-Kun RIGHt-

@ɪɴꜰɪɴᴀ-ᴘʜᴏᴇɴɪx Well said, well said.

@Yangyang_x2 I get you this is how i feel since i got to my new school

@Yangyang_x2 Damn- Bro just listed two things I struggle with :huh:

@Yangyang_x2 “There’s a reason why god stays in heaven”

@august 😭

sorrows LOL

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@ry_rylie

I’m sorry you have to put up with everyone’s bullshit.

@yangyang_x2 OMG 😭

I don’t even know what to feel anymore. One second, I’m numb. The next, I’m breaking down. Then I’m angry, but not at anyone. Just at everything, at nothing, at myself. I can’t even tell if I’m sad or just exhausted. I think I’m both. Or maybe I’m neither. Maybe I’m just empty.

I want to scream at the world, but what’s the point? No one listens. No one cares. People pretend. They nod, they offer half-hearted words, but in the end, they all leave. They all let me down. They all promise, and they all break me. And the worst part? I let them. Every time. I let them walk in, I let them make me believe, I let them carve their words into my skin like a brand, like a mark I can never wash off. And as for when they leave? It’s always the same. Like I was nothing. Like I am nothing. Like I never mattered in the first place. Maybe I didn’t. Maybe I never will.

I just want to stop feeling like this. I want to stop questioning my worth every time someone decides I’m not enough for them. I want to stop feeling like a burden, like a mistake, like I’m just waiting to be discarded. I want to stop having to remind myself that I deserve better, only to never actually get it. I don’t know if I’m asking for too much. I don’t even know what I’m asking for anymore. I just know that I don’t wanna keep living like this.

Imagine telling me you’ll be there for me, But fuck me up physically and mentally in the end. Will you be there for me Or not? Make up your mind, but you can’t do both. But seriously. If you’re gunna be there for me, Don’t fuck me up. Don’t make me break down every two seconds. Comfort me. Be a good friend. If you’re not gunna be there for me, Don’t fuck me up. Just block me and move on with your life. You’re wasting your life talking about me and yapping about me. I didn’t do anything to you. I wanna just be happy again. I wanna be the same happy person I was before. All smiles, All happiness. Now I’m just smiling through the pain you’re giving me and It hurts. I don’t wanna keep living with the fact you’re hurting me and tearing me down. Don’t tear me down, don’t make me feel like absolute shit every fucking second. Be a real fucking person, not some two-faced asshole who pretends to care while stabbing me in the fucking back. It fucking hurts. And I don’t wanna keep living like this, knowing that you’re out there, deliberately breaking me apart piece by fucking piece. You don’t get to say you care while being the reason I feel like I’m drowning. You don’t get to call yourself a friend when all you do is destroy me. So either fucking be there like you promised, or walk the fuck away and leave me the hell alone. I’m tired of living like a thing you just use and throw away once you’re done with it. I’m a human being as well.

@yangyang_x2 o h . . . u can vent to me any time even tho i act like a little shit usually, i genuinely care abt u >:3 have a cookie 🍪

Shadow
Maybe try to just lay down, and take a little rest and / or relax. Or try to think of something that makes you feel happy. Or try to do some meditation to calm you down from what’s been bothering you. I hope you feel better soon ❤️‍🩹

that feeling when you try to confide in someone and they respond with “okay edgelord”

🎀🤍🐱Kitty White🐱🤍🎀 Get well soon, it’s very difficult for me to empathize in this situation, but I’m worried about you too. How is you and your family situation now?

@yangyang_x2 just calling someone out (who’s not on here.)

@yangyang_x2 damn, yeah. Just a lil too real.