woah. thats a lot. i get going through a lot on anothrr level and you know im always here for you. ❤

@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector It does. Just hold onto the hope. It might take a long time to get things back together, but it will happen eventually.

Soggy_Bread (From the Vault) no ur not
/joke

finneass <33 Aw :(

When She Deleted My Account, I Had Wrote A Whole Essay Of How I Felt Like I Lived Here 😭

It Was Honestly Like Along These Lines
“You deleted my account so that you can “help” Me.
That’s Not Helping That’s Making Stuff Worse.
That “Forum” Is My Entire Life. You May See It As A “ChatRoom” But It is Not A Chatroom, If it was. I would be giggle and smiling 24/7. But instead I rarely smile and rarely giggle. You obviously Don’t know that Because like I said, you see it as a stupid “ChatRoom” It’s Not Like I Can Go On My Phone For It Again. It’s Not A chatRoom. It’s A Forum, Yes. But It’s Also A Forum That Makes You Feel Like You Are At home. I Felt like I was at a sweet home. But You had to ruin the chance to even make me feel like myself for once. I was finally Embracing Myself But You Had To Mess That Up. Thank You. Thanks Alot. Thanks To You, I Can’t Even Log Back In. Now They’re Worrying. I Wanted To Do My Work And Feel Like I’m At Home But You Messed That Up And Now I Can’t Even Show Myself. Thanks Alot. Thanks Alot. Thanks So Much. Thanks Alot. You Just Made My Life 100x Worse. I was just trying to be someone who would like to stop being held hostage and stuck inside and actually embrace myself. Thanks Alot. Thank you so much. I’m Now Stuck Inside This Thing. I Wanted To Embrace Myself. You Ruined The Chance. I See How It Is Now. Now If I Delete Your Accounts, You’d Be Pissed Off. See How That Is To Me. I Really Hope I Can Log Back Into That. It’s Not My Fault You See It As A Chat Room. Just Because You See Me Texting someone, Doesn’t Mean You automatically think “omg she’s talking to strangers online” Like Dude NO. Leave me alone, you clearly see I’m on this “chatroom” but I’m getting good grades. Your unwanted sister has perfect grades, at least be happy."

GIRLIE DONE DELETED THAT WHOLE ESSAY TOO 😭

But I’m back. 😏

@EvelynLuvsYou said in 1 year 1/2. [TW: Sensitive Topic?]:

i can see where you’re coming from but this sentence

just wanna end myself

dont end urself, please.

@kitkatgirlie Me tho.

My sister doesn’t give a fat rats ass about what I say.

THEN I GET IN TROUBLE IF I TELL HER TO RESPECT ME AS HER ELDEST SIBLING!!

THENNNN I GET IN TROUBLE IF SHE DOESN’T LISTEN TO ME

finneass <33 <33

they’re honestly so understanding and i’m lucky to have people like them to talk to. i was having an anxiety issue earlier while i was talking to someone, was on the phone with all of them, and they basically talked me through everything, didn’t tell me i was overreacting or get pissed at me over it. i honestly really appreciate them trying to understand and help me with my panic disorder so much. because little things can get in my head and i spiral so quickly it’s concerning. my meds are finally starting to kick in so i wasn’t panicking to the point of having a panic attack but still shaking a bit, scared, etc. and they just listened to me about all of it, and parker started talking about how he never liked this person anyways 💀. so that made me laugh, but yeah man. they’re so worth my time and i’ll always do the same for them if they ever need me because they’re literally my lifeline and vice versa.

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@Cawwie You are absolutely not wrong to express sadness. Some mods just dont want to deal with people’s personal problems, and I get where they come from. It isn’t really anyone’s responsibility to help someone random online. But I believe if someone wants to help, that is their freedom, and I will not stop it. Some people dont have anything/one else to talk to about their problems. Mpp might not be a place for talking about your problems, but it is a social space. And where there’s people, there’s problems.

update: i had a breakdown, im fine now my eyes just hurt. im listening to music so im calmer, probably going to bed soon.

𝓑𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓲𝓽 WHAT

i gtg soon

finneass <33 At least your not me, I was a gacha kid (Nothing wrong) but get this, I WAS AN EDGY ROBLOX KID ALSO

I had a all black, demon Avatar

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@EvelynLuvsYou I feel you. As soon as my brother was born, it’s never been the same lol. I dont like favoritisms in families. It really hurts more than parents think or even realize.