@Blake EXACTLY. Like you might aswell just tell the whole school and my damn bloodline.

@Wubbrle-the-Wubble You know, a vent post isn’t the best place to be the silly 💀

@XiaoYangDery-HENDERY You’re welcome, Wren-ge! Isn’t that what girlfriends are for? Hyung? To support them and love them?

@keep-yourself-safe
Bedrotting is ‘romanticized’ untill it’s 4pm and the only thing you’ve left your bed to do is get snacks from the pantry or use the bathroom. i relate

@keep-yourself-safe I RIDE THE BUS AND ITS SO AWKWARDLY QUIET WHAT

my parents are screaming at each other, cursing at each other, i scream at them to stop, ‘its reality. your parents cant stand each other.’

im about to scream at them to get a fucking divorce.

@Your-Local-Shadow-Simp Oh-- dude- if you need someone to vent to, I’m here. :)

this mf goes “YOUR 14 WHY ARE YOU SO SAD” I tell her “I’m just- Tired. Of everything.” “FYM??? YOU’RE A FUCKING KID YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE” She got up in my face and said i’m gonna turn out to be a school shooter when i’m older. Huh—??? 😭 I wanna say i’m tired of l i v i n g. But being in a rubber room doesn’t sound fun… 😭 at least thats what she keeps threatening… she says she’s gonna turn me in to the mental institution and did i mention never come back-

@Yangyanglikesroughsex
There is shouldn’t be a problem getting upset over the little things and it’s unnecessary to be made fun of. If you’re going through that, they need to be more patient and try to at least help you.

@Liuyxngz yeah sometimes i just pretend to be happy when im actually either annoyed or mad, or mostly sad

@siloxa922 Hey, I’m here for you. E
Even if you have people who hate you, avoid them unless they want a second chance. Try keeping your friends with you as long as you can. <3

@Liuyxngz dont

@Blake mhmm.

-_Rai_- Oop- I love Happy Face. Relatable

So much I wanna tell you but you need to go away!
I love you with my whole heart but it aches it fucking ACHES-
Step back and give me space or god knows what the fuck I’ll say…-
This shit gets old so fast but I go through it every day…!

Why does it hurt to love you? I don’t know…
Why does it hurt to love you? I-I-I-I don’t know…
Why does it hurt to love you? I don’t know…
Why does it hurt to love you? I-I-I-I don’t know…

Why does it hurt to love you? Go away-
Why does it hurt to love you? Go-Go-Go away.
Why does it hurt to love you? Go away-
Why does it hurt to love you? I mean it, go away.

Keep falling into circles I’ll cut off my fucking head
I can’t remember anything of what I must have said
If pain is beauty what the fuck does this shit mean instead?
I feel two thousand feelings and a thousand arе regret
If this shit is so wrong then why thе fuck can I not stop?
Why am I wired to keep making everything my fault?
I try to be a good girl but that isn’t in the cards
I’ll self destruct blow up our life leave everything in shards!

Keep falling into circles I’ll cut off my fucking head
I can’t remember anything of what I must have said
If pain is beauty what the fuck does this shit mean instead?
I feel two thousand feelings and a thousand are regret

I’m living in delusions and that’s not a way to live!
Keep asking me for more when I have nothing left to give!
If I keep going now then I’m just bound to fall apart!
Just useless dreams and tears and forever broken hearts
The pressure gets to me too much, I always fucking care!
If you were in my shoes then you’d pull out your fucking hair!
Whenever I see you I have so much I wanna share
But I’ll sit here all bottled up completely unaware

So much I wanna tell you but you need to go away!
I love you with my whole heart but it aches it fucking aches!
Step back and give me space or god knows what the fuck I’ll say!
This shit gets old so fast but I go through it every day!

So much I wanna tell you but you need to go away!
I love you with my whole heart but it aches it fucking aches!
Step back and give me space or god knows what the fuck I’ll say!
This shit gets old so fast but I go through it every day!

@h3rs You’re WAYYYYYYYYYY off from toxicity

@I_m_felix
Hey, So like. I’m so fucking sorry they did that to you. You don’t deserve that shit. Not even close. Anyone who can say something that cruel isn’t a real friend, They’re just a piece of shit hiding behind the word ‘friend.’ You’ve got such a good heart, and you don’t owe those assholes anything. If they can’t treat you with the bare minimum of respect, Then fuck them. You’re so much better off without people like that dragging you down. I’m always here for you, no matter what, And it’ll stay like that. Forever and ever. I Hope you feel better soon. 💚

So… As a kid, after my sister was born when I was ten, the attention quickly shifted to her.

So as a kid I never really got attention. Except for negative attention.

Even when I tried to make my mom proud, she never was. But instead disliked my talents and called me an attention seeker whenever I explain my interests to people.

So now that I ran away from her and I’m in a better place, asking for attention in a positive and healthy way is hard.

I usually revert back to my, “Bothering people for attention then getting mad when they get mad (also for attention” tactic. I’ve been told by my stepmom that I don’t need to do this anymore for attention and all I need to do is ask.

But it’s hard. That and my bio mom sucks. She is petty, emotionally abusive, and had me develop depression, anxiety, and childhood trauma but refused to take me to a therapist to get diagnosed because “God didn’t make me that way” or “Generational trauma stops with you”
My bio dad has ADD and I have CLEAR SIGNS of ADHD but she didn’t want me to go to the doctor because “I am just lazy… Or… I make excuses” and I need to pray harder

Right now I feel like crying… I want to kill myself because I don’t feel like I deserve anything. I feel like a stupid spoiler brat. I feel like everyone hates me but doesn’t tell me. My bio mom already told me “I want nothing to do with you” she hates me. She won’t let me talk to my 6 year old sister. I’m going to miss so many birthdays… I hate me.

Why is she even sending me this shit when SHE WAS THE ONE TO TAKE ME OUT OF SCHOOL AND THEN STRESS ABOUT ME GETTING BACK INTO SCHOOL

BUTTT DIDN’T TRY AND HELP US BY SENDING THIS SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE?? I STILL DON’T HAVE MY ID OR SSN?? CAUSE SHE WON’T SEND IT.

I HAD TO GET MY OWN COPY OF MY BIRTH CERTIFICATE CAUSE AT FIRST SHE WOULDN’T SEND IT… SHE MADE IT HARD FOR NO GODDAMN REASON.

“Stay away from me. But … Stay with me.”