im just stressed
and overwhelmed
that
im making my friends angry
like
just seeing them vent to me
makes me feel overwhelmed
and i always feel like
its all my fault
i dont know why

I don’t want the weight of being the cause of my friends deaths anymore. It’s not my fault. I loved them. I always did. I never wanted them to end it. Yet you’re always like " You’re the reason. " " They did it because of you. " I don’t want to the the problem. It’s not always my fault of someone fucking killing themselves. You’re the one at fault. Not me. Fuck off. I’m not always the one to automatically blame just because I was close with them. Fuck you. Every time something bad happens to my close friends, You’re always so quick to look at me and accuse me. What the fuck are you looking at you fucking bitch. Fuck off. I’m not always the problem. I don’t want to be. Even though I’m not. You’re just covering up the goddamn fact you’re the one that drove them to cause it. And you’re too scared to live with the fact you borderline murdered my fucking only will to live. It’s painful. You’re painful.

all because of a phone number.

Infina-Phoenix HELP I LOVE THIS THANK YOU

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ Thats- Crazy- bro was inconspicuously calling you stupid 😭

@keep-yourself-safe
Snaps my calcium

@siloxa922
Do not let them take advantage of you. Please do tell a trusted adult. Even if you (can’t / don’t want to) fight back, it’s best to tell on them for it. Don’t think you’re going to be a snitch, you’re doing the right thing to keep yourself safe.

The adults will take care of it and protect you,
Raven.

Those thoughts have come so dangerously close, but I never can.
But there’s always this voice in the back of my mind that I’ll never be good enough.
That I’ll never win their approval.
That I never should have been born.

@Blake EXACTLY. Like you might aswell just tell the whole school and my damn bloodline.

@Wubbrle-the-Wubble You know, a vent post isn’t the best place to be the silly 💀

@XiaoYangDery-HENDERY You’re welcome, Wren-ge! Isn’t that what girlfriends are for? Hyung? To support them and love them?

@keep-yourself-safe
Bedrotting is ‘romanticized’ untill it’s 4pm and the only thing you’ve left your bed to do is get snacks from the pantry or use the bathroom. i relate

@keep-yourself-safe I RIDE THE BUS AND ITS SO AWKWARDLY QUIET WHAT

my parents are screaming at each other, cursing at each other, i scream at them to stop, ‘its reality. your parents cant stand each other.’

im about to scream at them to get a fucking divorce.

@Your-Local-Shadow-Simp Oh-- dude- if you need someone to vent to, I’m here. :)

this mf goes “YOUR 14 WHY ARE YOU SO SAD” I tell her “I’m just- Tired. Of everything.” “FYM??? YOU’RE A FUCKING KID YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE” She got up in my face and said i’m gonna turn out to be a school shooter when i’m older. Huh—??? 😭 I wanna say i’m tired of l i v i n g. But being in a rubber room doesn’t sound fun… 😭 at least thats what she keeps threatening… she says she’s gonna turn me in to the mental institution and did i mention never come back-

@Yangyanglikesroughsex
There is shouldn’t be a problem getting upset over the little things and it’s unnecessary to be made fun of. If you’re going through that, they need to be more patient and try to at least help you.

@Liuyxngz yeah sometimes i just pretend to be happy when im actually either annoyed or mad, or mostly sad

@siloxa922 Hey, I’m here for you. E
Even if you have people who hate you, avoid them unless they want a second chance. Try keeping your friends with you as long as you can. <3

@Liuyxngz dont