***This is supposed to be here.***

I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think That I'll die before I drink And I'm so caught up in the news Of who likes me, and who hates you And I'm so tired that I might Quit my job, start a new life And they'd all be so disappointed 'Cause, who am I, if not exploited? And I'm so sick of ***17*** Where's my fucking teenage dream? If someone tells me one more time "Enjoy your youth," I'm gonna cry
And I don’t stick up for myself
I’m anxious and nothing can help
And I wish I’d done this before
And I wish people liked me more
All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah!)
I feel like no one wants me And I hate the way I'm perceived I only have two real friends And lately, I'm a nervous wreck 'Cause I love people I don't like And I hate every song I write And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
And I can’t even parallel park
All I did was try my best
This the kind of thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
They say these are the golden years But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out here
(Yeah!)
(Just having a really good time)
Got a broken ego, broken heart (it’s brutal out here, it’s brutal out here)
And God, I don’t even know where to start

𖤐𝐸𝓂𝒾𝓁𝓎 𝑀𝑒𝓇𝓇𝒾𝓂𝒶𝒸𝓀𖤐 I expected a vent post to wake up to but listen for me you’ll always be a best friend :) U can talk to me in dms if you want to

@yangyang_x2 Oof- U ok? yk u can vent to me-

@yangyang_x2 nobody: my brother attackking me for no reason abt it: “ITS NOT THAT HARD TO BE AROUND PPL” Dawg, It’s not that hard to pull bitches, yet i pulled THREE faster than u

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0t1gEs8MkzOvnvWrVuzvb0?si=XXRHl7CUQNW6OR3wolrlog

Blake Yep.

@i_m_ni-ki Actually so real…

Would anyone notice if I went away,
Slipped into shadows where silence could stay?
Would the world pause, if I disappeared,
Or would it move on, as if I’d never appeared?

Would the streets echo my name in the dark,
Or would they be empty, without a spark?
Would the faces around me carry on,
As though the bonds we created had all been for naught?

Would anyone linger at the door I once closed,
Or would they just wander, as life deposed
The moments we shared, the laughter, the pain,
Fading as quickly as raindrops that fall from the sky?

Would anyone care if I vanished tonight,
Or would I dissolve in the blur of their sight?
Would my absence be noticed, or would it be clear
That maybe I never belonged to them here?

hopefully things work out with your dad and your mom. I’m praying that she just lets you be with your dad because she is fucking psychotic. Im also really glad your dad has been caring and supportive and trying to help you get out. he seems to really care and I’m glad you have a parent that does.

“I keep rewriting my story, but the ending is always the same—alone.”

“Some people heal, some people hurt, and some people just exist in between.”

“I smile so no one asks, I laugh so no one worries, I exist so no one leaves.”

“The worst part of missing someone is knowing they don’t miss you back.”

“I became an expert at saying ‘I’m fine’ just so I wouldn’t have to explain why I’m not.”

“Sometimes the memories feel heavier than the moment they were made.”

“I wish I could go back to when ‘goodbye’ meant ‘see you tomorrow.’”

“It’s strange how silence can be louder than words when someone stops caring.”

“I gave my heart away, and now it’s just another thing I’ve lost.”

“Maybe I was never meant to be someone’s first choice, only their final option.”

Not searched up-- (hopefully)

@siloxa922

She likes a boy - Nxdia

You know, your detestable excuse of a mother gives me “entitled” vibes. She yearns to God all she needs to, yet God won’t do it back because she is a revolting mother that needs to stop being nosy and intruding on your personal life. At this point, you should just snap already. Don’t hold back any further, that really won’t help you at this time.

Sphinx I feel so grossed out by your mom. I hope things get better for you. Trust. When u get to your dads house i hope u never see that woman again

She likes a boy, she likes a boy
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
And I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
I’m not a b-
At 14, Katy talked about teenage dreams
On the bus and she’s looking at me
Talking about life and her dog and the boys that she likes
I ask, “Have you got someone in mind?”
He’s at the all-boys school
She says something about liking his height
Suddenly worried about mine
بياخد مخدرات
و هوا بيتعلم سواقة
بيقضي وقت معها
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
And I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
I’m not a boy, I’m not a-
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
And I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
I’m not a boy, I’m not a-
Accustomed to making a move
مش ها قدر اشرح
Why I’m feeling the way that I do
أحساس جديد الي
She’s half-Greek with a pretty face
Strawberry lip gloss, oh, it’s wasted
On this dumb boy who likes the chase
But why am I so angry in the first place?
Why am I hurting?
ما تفوقي شوية
She’s not your girlfriend
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
And I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
I’m not a boy, I’m not a-
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
She likes a boy, she likes a boy
And I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
I’m not a boy, I’m not a boy
Mm, boy
I’m not a boy
Mm, boy
Fuck that guy

@YangyangsLegalHusband from GOC…?? global occult coalition?? im a SCPF nerd this is too much

Are you both too scared it’ll ruin the friendship between you two?

Are you both worried that you’ll get rejected?

Are you both afraid that nobody would support?

Are you both anxious that one of you were just joking?

What Is it?

Blake

I love you too. <3

I can’t even go back to sleep because I have to keep babying my 3 year old sister. My sleep schedule is already fucked, and she’s been crying for almost two hours. And I’m about to lose it. I’m already crying from.her screaming. My head hurts, I’ve tried giving her something small to eat, I’ve tried giving her her tablet, I’ve tried to give her my tablet, ive tried giving her something to drink, but nothing seems to work and I’m fucking losing it. I don’t even know what to do anymore. Can someone be kind enough to tell me what I can try to do? I’m actually crying and shaking. My head hurts and I’m fucking tired. And if I just go to sleep right then and there, She’ll be screaming and crying for the rest of the night. I’m already drained from the lack of sleep I get. I can’t stand to pull.another fucking all nighter. And nobody in my house wants to help me. The want me to know how it feels like to baby someone. I’m not saying it’s her fault, But I’m not saying its not her fault. But fuck it, I might as well just pull a fucking all nighter.

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