I don’t even know what to feel anymore. One second, I’m numb. The next, I’m breaking down. Then I’m angry, but not at anyone. Just at everything, at nothing, at myself. I can’t even tell if I’m sad or just exhausted. I think I’m both. Or maybe I’m neither. Maybe I’m just empty.

I want to scream at the world, but what’s the point? No one listens. No one cares. People pretend. They nod, they offer half-hearted words, but in the end, they all leave. They all let me down. They all promise, and they all break me. And the worst part? I let them. Every time. I let them walk in, I let them make me believe, I let them carve their words into my skin like a brand, like a mark I can never wash off. And as for when they leave? It’s always the same. Like I was nothing. Like I am nothing. Like I never mattered in the first place. Maybe I didn’t. Maybe I never will.

I just want to stop feeling like this. I want to stop questioning my worth every time someone decides I’m not enough for them. I want to stop feeling like a burden, like a mistake, like I’m just waiting to be discarded. I want to stop having to remind myself that I deserve better, only to never actually get it. I don’t know if I’m asking for too much. I don’t even know what I’m asking for anymore. I just know that I don’t wanna keep living like this.

Imagine telling me you’ll be there for me, But fuck me up physically and mentally in the end. Will you be there for me Or not? Make up your mind, but you can’t do both. But seriously. If you’re gunna be there for me, Don’t fuck me up. Don’t make me break down every two seconds. Comfort me. Be a good friend. If you’re not gunna be there for me, Don’t fuck me up. Just block me and move on with your life. You’re wasting your life talking about me and yapping about me. I didn’t do anything to you. I wanna just be happy again. I wanna be the same happy person I was before. All smiles, All happiness. Now I’m just smiling through the pain you’re giving me and It hurts. I don’t wanna keep living with the fact you’re hurting me and tearing me down. Don’t tear me down, don’t make me feel like absolute shit every fucking second. Be a real fucking person, not some two-faced asshole who pretends to care while stabbing me in the fucking back. It fucking hurts. And I don’t wanna keep living like this, knowing that you’re out there, deliberately breaking me apart piece by fucking piece. You don’t get to say you care while being the reason I feel like I’m drowning. You don’t get to call yourself a friend when all you do is destroy me. So either fucking be there like you promised, or walk the fuck away and leave me the hell alone. I’m tired of living like a thing you just use and throw away once you’re done with it. I’m a human being as well.

@yangyang_x2 o h . . . u can vent to me any time even tho i act like a little shit usually, i genuinely care abt u >:3 have a cookie 🍪

Shadow
Maybe try to just lay down, and take a little rest and / or relax. Or try to think of something that makes you feel happy. Or try to do some meditation to calm you down from what’s been bothering you. I hope you feel better soon ❤️‍🩹

that feeling when you try to confide in someone and they respond with “okay edgelord”

🎀🤍🐱Kitty White🐱🤍🎀 Get well soon, it’s very difficult for me to empathize in this situation, but I’m worried about you too. How is you and your family situation now?

@yangyang_x2 just calling someone out (who’s not on here.)

@yangyang_x2 damn, yeah. Just a lil too real.

Married to my gf and enjoying life. (i want to be a fish)

oh, wont you kiss me on the mouth and love me like a sailor?
and when you get a taste can you tell me what’s my flavor?
i don’t believe in god but I believe that YOUR my savior…
my mom says that shes worried, but im covered in this favor.
and when we’re getting dirty, i forget all that is wrong.
i sleep so i can see you, cause i hate to wait so long.
i sleep so i can see you, and i hate to wait so long.

@Cole-The-Consumer-Of-Petrol

I know it’s hard, but don’t try to overthink too much about it. I’m sure your dad is going to be okay. Trust me. Everything is going to be okay. Try to think of something more brighter, but if that doesn’t work, maybe try drawing or try something that you like to do in order to ease your anxiety and/or stess. You’re a strong person, and so is your father. Everything is going to be okay. I don’t know what other advice to give, but don’t try to overthink it too much.

everybody hates me in my class

I love how people always be talking allat shit, and when they get caught about it, They’re always so quiet. But when there’s friends that they know they’ll jump the person, They still wanna talk allat shit. You’re that type of person vro? You’re that pathetic? 😂

@beautiful-princess-disorder Ty

Set boundaries always, cause you’ll never know what may happen next. They’ll be your friend for a while, then be a different person the second their heart is cruel and hardened.

@Percy-2-0 That sounds really awful. It’s tough when people we care about don’t treat us with the same respect and kindness we offer them. It’s important to remember that their actions reflect on them, not on you. You deserve to be treated with the same care and consideration you give to others. Make sure to set boundaries and protect yourself from those who don’t value you.

@yangyang_x2 Too relatable

@yangyang_x2
I’m really sorry to hear about Favor. Losing a pet is incredibly tough, especially when they’ve been such a big part of your life. It sounds like you’re dealing with a lot of emotions right now, and it’s completely understandable. It’s okay to feel sad, angry, and scared. Your feelings are valid.

It’s also really important to take care of yourself during this time. Maybe finding a way to honor Favor’s memory could help, like creating a small memorial or writing down some of your favorite memories with him. And remember, it’s okay to reach out for support as well.

As for Mochi, it’s natural to worry, but try to focus on the time you have with her now. Cherish those moments and give her all the love you can. You’re doing your best, and that’s all anyone can ask for. ❤️🐶

@beautiful-princess-disorder Yeahhh :(

ℍά𝓁𝐎 . That is so real 😭