I’ve been so stressed out lately that I’m actually starting to feel sick. My mom relies on the food stamps program to get by, and now that it’s gone, my mom is spending money on food rather than bills. Our landlord (I’ll call 'em Mr. C) is now threatening to kick my mom and our family out of the house if she doesn’t pay the bills on time. (She can’t till the next paycheck which is the 29th of this month)

We have been homeless before, but it was before my siblings were born or we had seven dogs to take care of. I feel pretty useless in this situation, because I want to make money, but the only job nearby is McDonald’s and I have already worked there enough to know it stresses me out.

Now I want to start art commissions, but I don’t have a credit card to get PayPal. So, I’m kind of just stuck.

When you were forced to believe mental insanity clinics were horrible punishments for insane people all your life, you finally open up enough to your mother about your actual mental state and she threatens to send me to a clinic for my ‘own good.’ I didn’t want to be suicidal. alright? I didn’t fucking want to. I’m scared she said she wouldn’t visit me so i’d be alone. she said she’s ‘scared’ of me. I’m scared. not her. me. I’m like- shaking right now idk why but I am she’s ‘threatening’ to get me therapy. Why is mental help a fucking punishment in her eyes

I can somehow relate to this, but instead it’s just whenever I’m with irl friends, apparently no one can hear me and I’m not there. Honestly I just stopped talking to them, but they too have noticed when I no longer conversated with them as usual and then they turn around and actually wanna talk to me for once, which I just gave them the same treatment and hung out with different friends.

Yes, people can be talkative, but I want you to make sure you’re on a one-on-one convo with your besties to make sure they’re listening (not forcing you to do so.) If they seem to not respond, you should call them when they don’t seem very into the conversation. You may feel like this about yourself when someone doesn’t make eye contact or talk less than you whenever you and whoever are talking about whatever. I can promise you aren’t annoying in general, those are just opinions getting to your head.

Soverign I love you (platonically) bro
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Let me know if you want comfort. - Raven

[INACTIVE] Toast I- i’m sorry. I’m not very good at consoling- But if you need someone to vent to, dm me. even if I can’t respond to dms atm I can still listen

h4lfie oh, I’m sorry for your loss :(

@Blake THIS.

@kentooyamazaki Girl if she dies then its her damn fault she tryna guilt trip you to stay in here

Oh my gosh, that’s awful… I’ll pray for you and your family, and sincerely hope that things will be alright.

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“ I ain’t shit, And that’s okay ‘cause I brung the rope, So, You can watch me hang myself. “

October 23rd, 2025–3:48 PM

I sit in the comfort of my own home, and I sit in my bed, my laptop well…in my lap, staring at this text box, not really sure how to say things and get them to sound how I want to sound.

To put it simply, I’m utterly terrified.

Six weeks of near constant preparation comes down to this.
37 hours (give or take) until the All-State Audition cuts are released.

Six weeks of near constant preparation comes down to the shortest seven minutes of my life.

I walk into this classroom and greet my judge.
I state my name and vocal part, and it’s showtime.

I cannot help but panic.
The smallest mistake can determine my fate.

I cannot help but panic.
The judges look for perfection in the smallest details.

I cannot help but panic.
Music is my life, and it all comes down to this–the shortest seven minutes of my life.

They do not see the preparation I have put into what I present to them, and they do not see the literal blood, sweat, and tears I put into it.

My whole music career boils down to approximately a total of twenty-eight minutes.

Seven minutes.
Four separate years.

Fourteen already spent.
Fourteen yet to come.

Yet I cannot help but panic.

@Blake REAL?? and ATEE?? I honestly think that’s so true though.

im VERY obvious about it dont worry

@Blake Exactly.

its always good to educate yourself on the topics you’er talking about, or you could wind up accidentally spreadng misinformation

Tenna!! | 💤🏝️ EXACTLY.

🎀🤍🐱Kitty White🐱🤍🎀 said in My mom.:

Sphinx bro you need to MOVE…. You need to get out there’s no way your mum is that psycho that she calls cps in time dad just bc she can’t get over the fact that you don’t want to speak to her

I ready did I’m living with my dad right now

@not-frankenste1n-msii_ That sounds like an incredibly painful and exhausting situation to be in, and I’m really sorry you’re going through all of this. It’s so hard when someone you trusted ends up making you feel manipulated or blamed for things that weren’t your fault. Breakups are already tough, but when you’ve put your heart into trying to work things out and then it feels like everything is suddenly turned against you, it can be overwhelming. Crying, losing sleep, and feeling completely drained are all completely normal reactions to something this intense. Please try to give yourself kindness and patience while you process everything. You don’t have to figure it all out right away. Make sure you’re taking care of yourself in small ways. Like maybe getting some rest, eating when you can, talking with people you trust, or even just taking a few quiet minutes for yourself. What happened doesn’t define your worth, and you deserve to feel safe, valued, and supported as you heal. Even if it feels impossible right now, the pain will soften with time, and you’ll find your footing again. For now, it’s okay to feel everything you’re feeling and to lean on people who care about you. I’m here for you always so you are always welcome to message me. I know all too well how you feel.

Sphinx I mean im not American but looking at the wall and the vehicle it looks like you’re going to school! NOT TO MENTION THE LITERAL BAG 😭 OMG YOUR MUM IS SUCH A FUCKING RETARD ITS ABSOLUTELY WILD

@MSI-number_1_fan-bitch LWK ATEEEEEE??? Not my fault I know how to swallow and she doesn’t 🎀