every day, it’s something, drama, vents, and i always have to be included, i want to help, but at the same time i dont also wanna live with the stress of being included WITH their stress as im the one helping the person that NEEDS that help.

Until you feel absolutely insecure about doing normal stuff around people, like going to the toilet, EATING, DRINKING. i just keep my head down, think i stand out from everyone, i try to tell myself, ‘yeah everyones doing their own thing’ but ONE little peek at me gets me all embarrased, to the point I just wanna sit down and do nothing, starving myself, only if it means I won’t feel like this.

@Raven I’d just draw alone tbh (ts reminds me of early mpp 🥀…)

@your_search_history_scares_me that seems really like, traumatic, god damnit you’re parents are like, fully psychopathic, grandparents, siblings, like HUH? try to take some time to acknowledge and accept your feelings, talk to someone you trust about how you’re feeling, like me, do some nice Activities that you enjoy, for example making Kandi bracelets, but also make sure you eat well, exercise, and try your best to sleep, no judging but the way i sleep is that i find a VERY comfort bit, then i pretend i sleep with my fav character, as in cuddly way, remember that none of this is your fault, its their fault, so please don’t blame yourself for something YOU didn’t do.

@your_search_history_scares_me it sounds as if you have been going through a hard time at home, stress and sleep deprivation from camp, then found out your personal space being destroyed by your mum cleaning ur room and your grandparents being present, cuz it does seem this made you feel overwhelmed, considering the fact you were called rude for saying hi and wanting to fix your own bed yourself, and you also said you felt uncomfortable when your mother hugged you, and i get it, i really do jordan, obviously if you wanna vent to me, you can, only when im not sleeping my ass off 😭

of course, something might’ve happened to that building, and it stands out, atleast does it? does it stand out from all the other good buildings? now its owned as the abandoned building in the middle of a busy city, but, this post isnt about an abandoned building in the middle of city.

@Siloxa922 I mean true, ilysm /p

@Siloxa922 are you okay? I’m here if you need to vent or anything

𝕽𝖞𝖑𝖎𝖊﹒𝜗℘ your not loseing me

AND then date her bsf while she’s dating you !

sometimes I dont want to comfort people, especially if it’s about like serious topics, I don’t really want to be the one involved otherwise… well Im not that comfortable to go into other things but sometimes I really dont know what to say like what if I say the wrong things or js overall accidentally ruin their life more? i dont know, but Im not trying to be mean its just sometimes I don’t know what to say or how to help because I’m not actually good at being a full on therapist for other people, but I’ll js see how I go, haha…

@Siloxa922 its no problem seb, friends help eachother.

Why is it always me? I don’t wanna live this life with the guilt. Why is it me?

why am i the only one not to talk? why am i the one NOT to speak? others can. even if theyre also the reason, so why the fuck am I being targetted? fucking dumbass bro.

aw, jeez… throwing up sucks. I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through that, and i really do hope you feel better eventually.
if isn’t as strong as it was a few years ago, could it possibly have gotten worse from stress? from what i’ve seen, sometimes when someone’s really stressed their medical conditions can flare up.

feel better soon! ❤️

Sphinx like I think my dads gf would be really nice to me if it wasn’t for the fact my mum won’t allow me to see her like ever just because my dad cheated on my mum with her, because she waved at my sister the ither day and my sister started flaming my dads new gf for it. Like what if just if she’s better than my mum. That’s what I just wanna know because I wouldn’t mind living with my dad’s new gf. She seems nice she really does

@Siloxa922 Just think. There are TONS of ppl who don’t know how to do what you do. it’s not about knowing a common thing anyhow if you’re good at it, and if you like it, that’s what counts like- seriously a bunch of people don’t even know how to use scratch 😭 It’s not about you being like everyone else or whatever it’s about doing what you enjoy

@Blake thanks blake.

@blackpearlscuddleslut how 💔