I get so cold, I put my hand over the flame
To get control, at least of the cause of my pain
I donโt talk anymore, 'cause Iโm afraid Iโll sound insane
Iโve been here before
Grip my chest with shaky hands
Swear I felt my heart stop
Doctor upped the milligrams
Guess it mustโve worn off
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as ever
I practice holding my breath
Until Iโm feeling better
Iโm overthinking over symptoms
Wishing this would pass
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as
Ever, mmm
Real as
Searching on the internet
Canโt believe Iโm here again
Looking for the antidote
Never seem to reel it in
If Iโm ever me again
Itโll be a miracle
Grip my chest with shaky hands
Swear I felt my heart stop
Doctor upped the milligrams
Guess it mustโve worn off
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as ever
I practice holding my breath
Until Iโm feeling better
Iโm overthinking over symptoms
Wishing this would pass
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as
Ever, mmm
Real as
Ever, mmm
Real as
Walking in a dream
Itโs more like a nightmare
When I fall asleep
I swear the monsterโs right there
Itโs all too much for me
I just need some fresh air
Itโs so hard to breathe
Itโs so hard to breathe
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as ever
I practice holding my breath
Until Iโm feeling better
Iโm overthinking over symptoms
Wishing this would pass
I know itโs all in my head
But itโs as real as