𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 CONGRATS

October 23rd, 2025–3:48 PM

I sit in the comfort of my own home, and I sit in my bed, my laptop well…in my lap, staring at this text box, not really sure how to say things and get them to sound how I want to sound.

To put it simply, I’m utterly terrified.

Six weeks of near constant preparation comes down to this.
37 hours (give or take) until the All-State Audition cuts are released.

Six weeks of near constant preparation comes down to the shortest seven minutes of my life.

I walk into this classroom and greet my judge.
I state my name and vocal part, and it’s showtime.

I cannot help but panic.
The smallest mistake can determine my fate.

I cannot help but panic.
The judges look for perfection in the smallest details.

I cannot help but panic.
Music is my life, and it all comes down to this–the shortest seven minutes of my life.

They do not see the preparation I have put into what I present to them, and they do not see the literal blood, sweat, and tears I put into it.

My whole music career boils down to approximately a total of twenty-eight minutes.

Seven minutes.
Four separate years.

Fourteen already spent.
Fourteen yet to come.

Yet I cannot help but panic.

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♡ zof ♡

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 ‘why do you even wear a shirt?’ I’ve never heard such truer lyrics 🙏

𝜗𝜚 rylie real shit, queen 😔 👑

somebody IT MAKES IT FUNNIER 😭

𖤐𝔊𝔥𝔬𝔰𝔱𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢𖤐 oooooh

𖤐𝔍𝔞𝔫𝔢 𝔇𝔬𝔢𖤐 GOOD…

Blake okay, fair. (I do usually hate people, but like people who do shit like this are my favorite-)

@your_search_history_scares_me said in No Title:

[ im not allowed to have roblox anyways]

that sucks- I mean it makes sense, because it’s like a huge cesspool for pedos and just creepy people, but it’s a banger game 😔
(Guys my friend got a Sebastian plushie for their birthday and let me babysit him today in orchestra. He was very well behaved.)

YOU!!! You could’ve had everything you ever wanted… Everything I ever wanted… And you still went out of your way to take everything I had left in the process. You entitled brat… You expect me to sit idly by and keep smiling as if nothing ever happened? Oh, I’m smiling alright…GRINNING, ear to ear. Don’t even start with that ‘following orders’ schlock. You knew what you were doing all too well. Sure took your sweet time. Enjoyed every last second of it? Good. EXCELLENT, even! I’ll merely return the favor… and you bet, I’ll be enjoying every last moment of THIS!!!
THE BEST PART!? I get to do this over and over again. You’ll come back, I’ll know, and I’ll be waiting… You have no one to blame but yourself. You’re in a hell of your own making… And you’re NEVER GETTING OUT!!!

When I am laid, am laid in earth, May my wrongs create
No trouble, no trouble in thy breast;
Remember me, remember me, but ah! forget my fate!
Remember me, but ah! forget my fate!

So last night I played with a buddy of mine, and we actually did pretty well! They died, so they were just haunting me through about the last 20 rooms of our run. I reached door 30, which implies that I opened 70 doors. (Furthest I’ve ever gotten in a standard run!)

My friend led me through the first Grand Encounter, which happened to be The Abomination around door 70 (30 doors opened)
We met Sebastian around door 53 (47 doors opened), and my buddy died to some turrets because they couldn’t get out of sight quickly enough a few rooms later.
Nothing else much interesting happened until door 37 (69 doors opened), when the Vultus Luminaria Grand Encounter happened, and I survived (barely) on my own!
Next room was like legit pitch black, and by the time I used my flash beacon to look around it activated the turrets and I was immediately shot down-

TL;DR: I survived The Abomination, met Sebastian Solace, and survived the Vultus Luminaria, getting through a total of 70 doors!

I was then harpooned by a Vultus Luminaria and eaten. :(

Blake real, but in reality, the girl mentioned in the song is just saying that she’s had enough experiences to realize that the ‘devil’ (bad people/people with ill intent) are not going to be who you expect.

Blake who?

Blake IKKKKKKKK I’M SO HYPED BRO

Toast I need to be him bro- 😔

when I find out the Pressure soundtrack is on Spotify, and I listen to it while writing my book 😼 (it’s actually helping a lot!)

Blake but likeeee