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    THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)

    @carmyn

    betrayed. LOS(V)ER <\3

    Hn bud Iam back, But I got School, ok?

    If you want my other socials !
    Discord — stanley.barber_
    Rping Tiktok — richie.tozier_rpz
    Main Tiktok — liuyxngz
    Roblox — Yutaznnn


    ⋮ ⌗ Name: Stanley (Stan) Barber
    ⋮ ⌗ Age: 15
    ⋮ ⌗ Sexuality: Bi
    ⋮ ⌗ Pronouns: He/him

    ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

    ⋮ ⌗ Likes: Vinyl records, Vintage fits, Being weird on purpose, Syd (obviously), Old horror flicks, Polaroid cameras, Being dramatic, Playing bass, Drawing random shit when bored.

    ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

    ⋮ ⌗ Dislikes: People who try too hard to be “normal”, Silence that isn’t comfortable, Repression, Being misunderstood, Bullies, Closed-minded adults, His dad sometimes.

    ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

    ⋮ ⌗ Personality: Offbeat as hell. He’s that “I listen to music you’ve never heard of” type, but he’s not trying to be better than you—he just is. Loyal to a fault, talks like a little philosopher, lowkey romantic, secretly insecure but hides it behind sarcasm and swagger.

    ꒷꒦︶꒷꒦︶ ๋ ࣭ ⭑꒷꒦

    ⋮ ⌗ Music: Joy Division, Talking Heads, David Bowie, Pixies, Deftones, TV Girl, The Cure.

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    siloxa simps Confused Mike 🎸 The Turning 🥁 🎹 The Goldfinch 🎸 PROTOCOL . LOS(V)ER <\3 WayV Camryn simp(s) 💋💞 Evil Bald Yangyang Cult Xiaojun simps Yangyang Obby On My Youth Phantom Twinkcore !! FREQUENCY Hendery Simps Yangyang Simps SQUID GAME CULT Wren-ge Simps 💋💞 No, unfortunately I do not understand. Yes, I completely understand. 🎧 They/Them 🎧 🍁 He/Him 🍁 🎀 She/Her 🎀 / ♥ Yangyang / Dakota Simps Matching PFPS ؜ #Friends KERMITCULT betrayed. #InLoveForeverr🥰❤️ listenin to spotify

    Best posts made by carmyn

    • You're so fake.

      You’re genuinely fucking fake. You don’t care about me, Nor my feelings. You never fucking did. You rely on me to be there for you, But you never do the same for me. You’re utterly fucking disgusting. I wish I never became your goddamn fucking friend. You’re shitty. Not just as a friend, But also as a person. I hope you bump into the wrong people and end up like me. Vulnerable and Broken. I hope nothing great comes into your life. You fucking genuinely suck. You’ve consistently and continuously shown me that my well-being and feelings don’t matter to you. You never did. You’re just a fucking hypocritical bitch. Fuck you. Genuinely. I fucking hate you so fucking much it hurts.

      Fuck you. I wish to never have friends like you ever again. Ever. You’ve shown me that you clearly don’t care about your friends or their well-being. It shows you’re clearly just using them to drain them over and over again. And think they don’t have feelings.

      I fucking hate you with all my heart.

      Edit

      Being as though you drained me to bits, I can’t fucking leave you. And I want to. So bad. But I’m attached. And it hurts. It’s like I’m stuck in a place that doesn’t even feel like it, And I’m being huddled and crowded up in it. Squeezing my blood out of me. Draining my last bits drop by drop. And I can’t escape. You’re eating me alive and you know it. You know what you’re doing to me. You know I can’t leave you. You know I’m too Vulnerable to stand up for myself. And you’re taking advantage of me. You clearly know I can’t do anything but tell you to stop. You know I never wanted this. You know you decieved me. You know you’re desperately trying to drain me dry until I can’t physically do anything. You’re amazing. Genuinely phenomenal. You’re a great friend. You don’t want to stop. You keep stabbing me in the heart. Over and over again. Trying to make me bleed out. You’re continuously trying. And you always succeed and win. No matter what. You always knock me down. And when I try to stand, You knock me down once again. The cycle never reverses itself. I hate your guts.

      I’m not forgiving you. Ever. I’m fucking forgetting you.

      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • For anyone confused

      Yes, It’s Yangyang on one of my girlfriend’s account. Um with consent, trust! (SHE DOESNT EVEN USE THIS A–)

      I deleted my account due to a breakdown / episode I had.

      Uh, I’m remaking my account either my birthday ( Oct 28 ) Or June 5th.

      Uh, Unfortunately I’m alive and healthy

      Yeah, This was so short and unnecessary but um yk, People actually cared, Considering I thought people didn’t during my breakdown. But uh yeah, For now I’m on Camryn’s account 🙃

      Edit ( TW )

      I was upset and and feeling like I was secretly being betrayed behind my back, Like how I found out before my breakdown. And that’s what caused my breakdown. My friends of 5 years betrayed me, They told I was useless, Told me they hoped I kill myself, Told me I get SA’d and Traffic Jammed (My word for R@p3). And they told me I wasn’t enough. So I had a mental breakdown, And I told my friends (Siloxa, Ramy, and Wren-ge) That I was quitting Mppc, Because I had enough, And I was already dealing with stuff on here too. And I definitely wanted to quit been then. So I thought I was just gunna leave my account to rot. But I went too far as to delete it. And then I was sobbing, Because I left the people who made me feel like I actually mattered. But I sill felt like they were just using me for my happiness, Or betraying me behind my back. So I never thought much of that. But I left the site that not only made me suicidal, But it also made me feel wanted and safe. Even if some of people here are assholes, We’re all family.

      So, Yeah 😨

      posted in Community
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • Storytime on why I took a break (TW ; Mention of SH & Suicide)

      So I found this Eddie friend like a couple weeks ago, And we were becoming close, and I mentioned abt Stanley, who was my gf, and she kept pressuring me to say smth about her, but I was too scared, and then she told me she liked me, and I didn’t wanna hurt her feelings, so I kinda jus agreed, because only God knows what would happen.

      So then like a couple weeks ago, she told me she was gunna carve my name in her skin with a blade, and I told her not to, and comforted her. And she said she was gunna do it with sharpie. And then the night after she told me she was gunna do allat, She told me she did it. She carved my initial in her thigh. And she Sent a photo of it on discordAnd I’m like, what the fuck, because NOBODY has done this when I was with them. And I didn’t know what to even say, I kept just saying why why why. And she kept saying " because ily " and " hehe " And I was genuinely like " what…? " And I was scared to do anything but comfort her, because one wrong move and she might carve my whole name, or worse, kill herself. And I’m literally just so over it rn

      I have more drama I received today, So I’ll say that soon


      Edit ; Her best friend [2:35 PM JUL 14]

      So, I found out a couple days ago she changed her whole thing and she was matching with her bsf, Yes cool idc, That’s fine. But like, yes, my gf and her bsf are matching right, yeah that’s normal, idc, But her bsf carves my gf’s name in her skin, and my gf does the same? I noticed also she dosent have me in her bio anymore only her bsf? I’m scared to break up with her because only God knows what she could do. Yeah, If she could do that type of shit like carving someone’s inital and name in her skin, Only God knows what else she could do. I also got this information from my bsf, And she was on a call with the bsf, And asked her why’d she do that, and the bsf said she said she’s done it before?? Like idk, I think she’ll like, say that it’s because they’re bsfs, or make me feel like I’m in the wrong, or some shit like that.

      Sorry if this makes NO sense but you know??


      Edit ; I did it. [ 2:56 PM JUL 14 ]

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      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: I FUCKING HATE HIM.

      @blackpearlscuddleslut Reasonable an(d) Valid statement

      posted in Writing
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: silly little sillies

      @Yangyang_x2
      OMG

      posted in Blog
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: TOT Wpc

      @blackpearlscuddleslut Ts so tuff 😹😹😹😹😹✌✌✌✌✌✌✌🤑🤑🤑🤑🤑

      posted in Boredom
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • Put a finger down if ...

      You had a best friend who practically forced you to be their gf, just to make you feel like shit, then treat their bsf like princess and prince while you’re just living under her roof? 🌹🔋

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      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • My honest reaction : (Part 237)

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      posted in Blog
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • US, US, US, US, US. 💚

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      @YangyangsPlayDoll

      posted in Blog lis
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • Fuckass app 💔

      Capcut was definitely developed by some fuckass kid

      Confused Mike Does not approve.

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      posted in Blog editing apps
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)

    Latest posts made by carmyn

    • RE: You ever just cry so hard because you love her so much?

      Please know Im making my own acc and this post will be deleted and I will post it on my acc.

      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • You ever just cry so hard because you love her so much?

      It’s that kinda messy, beautiful pain where your chest feels too full and your brain’s like no chill ‘cause love’s hit you so hard you’re drowning in it. And every sob just tastes like the sweetest kind of hurt ‘cause you’re so fucked over by her, but in the best way.
      You ever wanna text her while you’re crying, but your fingers won’t work, and all you can do is whisper, “ I love you, damn, I fucking love you. ” like a goddamn prayer? Yeah, that’s the kinda cry I’m talking about.

      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: Her.

      Please know Im making my own acc and this post will be deleted and I will post it on my acc.

      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • Her.

      I wish she would hold me, tight and warm, like she’s scared to let go, that she would run her fingers through my hair, slow and careful, whispering that I’m safe now, that she would kiss my forehead, then my cheeks, then my lips, and say, “You don’t have to be strong for me,” that she’d wrap her arms around me and press our hearts together until mine slows down, that she’d pull the blanket over both of us and hum something soft, something only meant for me, while her hands trace every place I’ve ever felt unloved, like she knows exactly where it hurts and exactly how to heal it. I wish she would curl up beside me, her leg tangled with mine, her hand flat over my chest like she’s anchoring me to this world, that she’d whisper, “I know you’re tired,” and kiss my temple like it’s sacred, like I’m sacred, that she’d hold me through the silence and sadness, through the parts I don’t know how to explain, and remind me, over and over, “You’re not too much. You’re never too much.” I wish she would stay, even when I’m distant, even when I go quiet, even when I push her away because I’m scared she’ll leave, that she’d love me out loud, completely, unconditionally, even when I can’t love myself.

      Please. If you’re reading this, And you know its targeted to you. I love you.

      posted in Vent
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • ok

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      Siloxa (Hail's version)

      posted in Boredom
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: guys how the fuck do i opt out of 2025

      0reo_Mcflvrryz♥ 😭🥀

      posted in Boredom
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: guys how the fuck do i opt out of 2025

      0reo_Mcflvrryz♥ 2025 isnt real Atp bro I’m CRYINGGGGGG

      posted in Boredom
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: guys how the fuck do i opt out of 2025

      0reo_Mcflvrryz♥ IM SOBBINGGG WHAT

      posted in Boredom
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • RE: Anyway, Just made a pfp

      I MADE MORE, BUT I GOT MY DEVICES TAKEN RN.

      posted in Blog
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)
    • I missed ts

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      posted in Boredom kajiwoto
      carmynC
      THE REAL JACKSON SCOTT!!!!!!!! (trust)