ik this is super random, like who in their right mind would post a forum post about their ADHD at like 2:54 AM, but here I am. soo I have this cool little annoying fucking thing that’s called ADHD (attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.) for all of you that live under rocks (/j) it means that it’s way hard for me to focus, or sit still for a short period of time. I find more things super boring than the average non-disorder-possessing human being would find boring, and I get bored of things so much easier. I also have thoughts of really bad things like death and killing myself, but more weirdly like I wanna say horrible {{[[racist]]}} words (/srs) except I never say these words. obviously. see, in the span of me typing this very post out at 2:44 AM I have adjusted my sitting posture about 8 times. practicing piano is really hard due to… well… again, me having the average attention span of 0.038 picoseconds, haha. I have written sheet music to play, but I am on the last sheet of my entire book. I have very much progressed from day one! =3. but that’s beyond the point. ADHD greatly decreases my quality of life, due to me having it so severe. I take medicine to reduce it, but guess what? I had to get my ADHD medicine upgraded about 4 times. possibly 5. I know this probs sounds really corny, but if anyone needs someone to talk to, you can talk to me, or anyone in @ADHD-Awareness, @Mental-health-Awareness, @Cozy-Talk, or any of the other awareness groups or talk groups mainly based of therapy or having someone to talk to. I hope this clears things up and answers any questions about ADHD, if you had any. anyway, thanks for reading my gigantic paragraph of irrrelevant shit about me and ADHD!! X3
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femboy X3
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Hi. I'm h4lfcr4zy. I do stuff.
just a random gay femboy on the internet! ^_^
dm me about shit idfk-
there should be a fullcr4zy.
just call me h4lfie or h4lf. or w3ird. or tweek. or tweak. or tweekr. or smile. or neutral. or frown. or neco arc. or neco. or arc. or buranyuu. or femboy. or femmy. or fem. or boy. or cr4zy. or crazy. whatever.
always down to roleplay.
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ADHD.
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my dog might die
so
my dog randomly started internally bleeding
he went to the vet, that’s where he was diagnosed with internal bleeding
so yeah
um
that’s it
if he does die, im 100% leaving the mpp community. I’ll be too depressed to even stay active so
that’s it
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have I even done an introduction yet (late introduction)
I am h4lfcr4zy, more known as tweek or h4lfie.
I love to play piano, and I’m currently in piano lessons, and piano is just going to be a hobby, not something like a full time job or something.
I have a few fears, SEVERE arachnophobia, small claustrophobia, the fear of someone watching you, and the fear of dying randomly and/or unexpectedly with no warning.
my birthday is in June.
I am also gay, but not many people know this other than people I know in real life.
I love spongebob squarepants, neco arc, south park, melty blood, and the amazing world of gumball.
I’m on roblox almost all the time, and I’m very rarely on mpp.
Favorite drink: pilk.
Favorite food: bacon.
Favorite color: galaxy.
Floofy/MrSci helped me figure out how to get popular on mppc and also how to change my profile picture, and he also helped me get rid of my butterflies when it comes to talking to people I don’t know all that well. He’s not on mppc anymore, sadly.
I have a nickname, but it would reveal my real name, so I won’t put anything here.
according to some people me and 𝕯𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖆𝖓 look similar, but I’m the younger version of them.
I have had blue highlights, purple highlights, red highlights, and currently green highlights in my hair.
tried nail polish once but it didn’t work out.
the one administrator I would recommend talking to if you’re new to mppc or mpp and are confused would be Shazz_ (Shazz isn’t an admin anymore, I had forgot. he’s still awesome though.) and Duchess. Both are very nice and helpful, and they are probably my two favorite people on this forum.
Anyway, that’s just a little bit about myself since I forgot to introduce myself when I first got here, on mppc.~ S
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TONE INDICATORS
@everyone
idk if there’s already a list of tone indicators here, but uhh/j - joking
/hj - half-joking
/s - sarcastic
/gen or /g - genuine
/srs - serious
/nsrs - non-serious
/pos or /pc - positive connotation
/neu - neutral connotation
/neg or /nc - negative connotation
/p - platonic
/r - romantic
/c - copypasta
/l or /ly - lyrics
/lh - light-hearted
/nm - not mad
/lu - a little upset
/nbh - for when you’re vagueposting or venting, but it’s directed at nobody here (none of your followers or anyone on the forum in general)
/nsb - not subtweeting
/sx or /x - sexual intent
/nsx or /nx - non-sexual intent
/rh or /rt - rhetorical question
/t - teasing
/ij - inside joke
/m - metaphorically
/li - literally
/hyp - hyperbole
/f - fake
/th - threat
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I think I'm leaving mppc and mpp. (maybe.)
title
I’m leaving mostly because it’s very hard to keep posting, catch up with stuff and drama, and I just kinda want to leave.
mentions for my fav people
I will miss everyone here. as stated in the title, I also may or may not be leaving.
~ neco arc, formerly known as h4lfcr4zy.
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update on my finger (TW: cut, blood)
click here for context
you might have to zoom in
it doesn’t look too bad on camera, it looks way worse in real life
it stopped bleeding and it doesn’t rly hurt much until i touch it. literally the slightest touch will make it hurt rly bad.
it just feels really weird. it feels like how you would expect it to feel.
legit can only type with 9 fingers, 5 on my left and 4 on my right.
that’s it, pretty much.
so uh
yeah
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I GOT HIGHLIGHTSSSSSSSS
so it doesn’t look nice but:
I have them all over my head, so yeah! I always wanted Blue to look like DanTDM because he’s the best YouTuber ever. I am SO SO SO SO SO happy!!! -
finally, since I am ready for it, A FACE REVEAL.
no I am not 8 or 2 or 6, I am 10.
=)
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the spam tab came off and i tried to take off the lid with some scissors. (tw blood and cuts)
i needed 4 BANDAIDS.
no matter how much pressure was applied to my finger it would not stop bleeding.
pretty deep cut.
for proof:
I know it’s really blurry but that red looking stuff on my desk is blood.
it was actually like a drip of blood but it dried and I scratched it off.
some blood dripped on my finger too-
blood on my thumb (it dripped)
BUT AT LEAST I GOT MY SPAM >:D
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im legit about to smash my monitor i swear
i keep trying to make a video over and over about a game but i keep losing or getting a miss or something stupid like that while meanwhile off recording i’m perfect at it. i’ve cried like 4 times to the point that i literally just disabled my mic. i just want to have a good recording and a good run so that i can upload it without having to put some stupid sob-story that i cried or that i missed a stupid note i swear to god im gonna smash my monitor oh my god
(TL;DR, im good when im not rec but im bad when im rec and i cried 4 times about it.)
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TONE INDICATORS
@everyone
idk if there’s already a list of tone indicators here, but uhh/j - joking
/hj - half-joking
/s - sarcastic
/gen or /g - genuine
/srs - serious
/nsrs - non-serious
/pos or /pc - positive connotation
/neu - neutral connotation
/neg or /nc - negative connotation
/p - platonic
/r - romantic
/c - copypasta
/l or /ly - lyrics
/lh - light-hearted
/nm - not mad
/lu - a little upset
/nbh - for when you’re vagueposting or venting, but it’s directed at nobody here (none of your followers or anyone on the forum in general)
/nsb - not subtweeting
/sx or /x - sexual intent
/nsx or /nx - non-sexual intent
/rh or /rt - rhetorical question
/t - teasing
/ij - inside joke
/m - metaphorically
/li - literally
/hyp - hyperbole
/f - fake
/th - threat
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oh also
i think i already said this but i’ll say it again if i didn’t (that sounded better in my head)
my dog is now dead
he’s been dead for liek a few days now
im actually gonna stay cuz uh
idk
im not rly affected by it so
yeh
um
updates in future or something
(ik this post sounded rly crappy with the tone like it sounded like i was happy that my dog is dead, im not happy abt it, i just can’t be serious with a lot of things so pls don’t hate me for it :((( )
also i have no idea what asking for support is but it sounded right please hate me if im wrong -
update on my finger (TW: cut, blood)
click here for context
you might have to zoom in
it doesn’t look too bad on camera, it looks way worse in real life
it stopped bleeding and it doesn’t rly hurt much until i touch it. literally the slightest touch will make it hurt rly bad.
it just feels really weird. it feels like how you would expect it to feel.
legit can only type with 9 fingers, 5 on my left and 4 on my right.
that’s it, pretty much.
so uh
yeah
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RE: uhh... what happened to cucumber?? like why did she leave
@Enzi
do you think she would be fine with me randomly messaging her on discord- -
RE: uhh... what happened to cucumber?? like why did she leave
@Enzi yeah but like
whyyyy
i miss her
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RE: the spam tab came off and i tried to take off the lid with some scissors. (tw blood and cuts)
h4lfcrazy also thanks finneass for putting a trigger warning on god i forgot to put that there