im in a being honest mood rn and I need to get some stuff off my chest- Either reply or upvote and I’ll dm you it- Honestly I just feel like i dont tell enough people how i feel about them and I lie to a lot of people about it and im done doing that so < 3

if i dont like you imma say that just btw

apologies not being a fix everything. just because someone apologizes doesn’t mean that you have to stop being upset or that you have to accept it. you have a right not to accept their apology and you have a right not to forgive them. if this person is mad about that, they shouldn’t have done the thing that the need to apologize for in the first place. because at this point its “rude” to not accept someones apology and its not okay to continue being mad after they apologize. you don’t have to be ready to forgive them when they apologize.

probably won’t be on much tomorrow so heres what i’m thankful for. i’m thankful for my family, my sister, my friends, my brother from another mother, parker, and his girlfriend of whom i am also friends with zofia, they’re the best and i don’t deserve how amazing they are. i’m thankful for my band family, especially rhyian and ann they’re my sisters and i love them so much, i’m also thankful for zi’hon, brian and trent, they’re my brothers and i love them too. i’m thankful for my best friend that lives down the street, lyndsey because shes fucking amazing!!

now on mppc, i’m thankful for @Hexers-Angel , i love you so much and im so lucky to have someone like you to support me and make me happy every single day! im thankful for @Thetruepath you make me so happy and i love you, you uplift me everyday and when i need someone i can always go to you. im thankful for @Your-Local-Lesbian whom i have been friends with for as long as i can remember. im thankful for the whole discord (@A38 @Flandre-Scarlet @Wine @Cursed-Cucumber @Error_404 @Sapphire @Duchess @MrTree @Bandit ), you guys are amazing and you’re all my best friends and i love yall! im solucky to have people like you i can talk to everyday!!! and my lovely father inksmells @Inkfish-72

so yeah :]
hope i got everyone

so i heard a sound and i couldn’t tell whether it was laughing or crying, so i went up front and it was my mom crying. and it really broke my heart. it always breaks my heart to see her cry. and i hate how much pain shes in, and i cant do anything to help because whenever i try to my dad tells me to go away and shit. so i just walked away before he could say anything and then he comes in my room and goes “oh well you could’ve done something” well every fucking other time i tried you told me to go the hell away. its annoying.

Uh basically just wanted to make this to encourage you not to do nicotine, especially as a minor. And here’s why. Life is easier off of it, yes. But it comes with new issues. Here’s a couple. I have to go to rehab biweekly. Kids at school laugh at it, I don’t care but if you do then that might be an issue. I love rehab, I met Parker there (well technically it was rehab for teens with at home issues so kinda therapy too but anyway). He’s my best friend in this whole fucking world (who btw, is coming home sometime next week). And then, sometimes in depressive episodes, I have impulses to go back. Part of it due to the addiction, part of it due to ADHD. My family worries. When I’m really depressed, my mom goes through my room. Whenever I go to a family gathering, “How are you doing off that nicotine? How long has it been?”. Whenever I talk to people from my old school, they see me as a crazy fucking nic addict. It’s one of the worst decisions I’ve ever made in my fucking life and I’m literally begging yall not to do it. I really just want to encourage everyone here to solve their problems in a healthy way, and yes 177 days off is good but I still have a long way to go, and I have no problem going there. I’m happy off the nic, but it’s still not something I should’ve done in the first fucking place. Don’t even wait until you’re of age, just don’t do it. It’s a horrible idea and I fully regret the fact that I did it, and yes I met some lifelong friends on my journey, but I feel like we would’ve crossed pathes anyway. Anyway, yes I’m proud I made it this far and I’ve stood strong against it for 177 days!!!

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Username: a7x.isbetter.thanu
Age: 15
How long have you been a part of this community?:

Since it started pretty much, about 2 and a half years though.

How do you think you can help the mod team be effective?:

I’m online pretty much all the time and I have a good understanding of leadership on the site due to being in a similar position in the past.

have you ever been muted or banned, if so, what for?:

Nope!

What are some good leadership traits:

Someone thats assertive, neutral, honest, accountable, someone who can communicate with ease, and someone whos committed, but also leads with humility.

How many hours/days are you able to be online per week?:

Everyday for about 5-8 hours

Have you had any previous moderation experience?:

I was a room operator in TRR for 6 months before I took a mental health break and just never returned to the mpp website.

(Bonus) Who is your favorite moderator/admin, and why do you look up to them?:

(Not trying to suck up I promise) But tbh Presto, I want to be able to lead like that one day whether its here or for an IRL sport

i’ve been really suicidal past couple of days, but this really amazing person told me i should go talk to someone, and i did, but really only for them. it helped but i really just need a hug, and i need physical affection so badly. life hurts man. i’ll be okay though. the school therapist gave me some rate your depression sheets and stuff and i filled them out and apparently it’s pretty bad.

Look. It’s okay to have an opinion. But, commenting on posts and being unwarrantedly rude to someone isn’t having an opinion, its being an ass. That’s how drama starts when you pisss people off by being rude.

Also, if you feel targeted, not my problem. It’s a statement.

Reply/upvote or dm me if you’re okay with me calling you petnames bc lately I’ve had a thing for calling my friends bae, babe, hon, sweetheart but it’s platonic. Just FYI, before I do it-

:)

@kitkatgirlie thats cheating

@kitkatgirlie thats not how it works >:/

@kitkatgirlie uno reverse

@kitkatgirlie that is factually incorrect

actually nvm its fine

i need to vent really badly

only 2 things i fucked up for were my a scale, and the end of sightreading

@Whited-Out-Femboy-Collector yeah we did that last year

@Bandit i have it next semester